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shinichi "bad sad and mad" okazaki ([personal profile] mindthebass) wrote in [community profile] jigokucho2022-08-04 09:10 pm

text: shin.o. / age???

just wondering something.


what year were you born and how old are you? i'm from 1983, and last i remember, it was 2001. there are people who are close in age but are from different years in the future, making me old relatively, and i hate this.

... am i old to you?


(nope, 1985. still, he's sad.)
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
let's see

i was born in Miyamoto village, in Tenshō 12, the year of the monkey. that'd be 1584 by modern calendars. i'm in my mid 20s now, but

like. as far as what year it was when i got here, that's a way harder question to answer, since i kept slipping between different worlds and points in history of those worlds.

in my situation, you learn to just take things like this in stride.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
yeah i


totally get that response, to be honest.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
look, the point is, you can't get hung up on this kind of thing.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
it's the same subject!

i'm used to being out of place and time, is what i'm saying. life moves too fast, especially in a city like this, for you to get hung up on it.

feel old, feel young, feel whatever.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
well being a woman in a samurai household in the early edo period wasn't exactly great.

my dad and i butted heads a lot. he eventually disowned me and i spitefully set up a campsite just on the property line of the family estate.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
eh, eventually i set off on my journey at that point. i was about 13?

musha shugyo is the official term for it, a samurai's pilgrimage. though i didn't really have a destination in mind other than getting strong enough to prove my father wrong.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
enlightnment, to find a lord worth serving, a cause worth fighting for, all kinds of things.

to grow stronger, to find your horizons and go past them.

for me, it was for my sword to reach "zero". see, my dad may have taught the jitte, but he was so great a swordmaster his blade was considered "one", the pinnacle, the utmost any warrior could hope to reach.

so i wanted to go beyond even that. "zero". the sword of "nothing".
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
well i don't know about "cool", but thanks!

and my journey's not over yet. i've got the road ahead of me still.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
of course i can! the journey goes on, no matter where my feet land.
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[personal profile] ryototsukai 2022-08-05 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
you too! whatever shape yours takes!