Mm. We do. And some of us are trying to have it both ways, you know? The responsibilities that keep the lights on and the world running, and the buzzing neon and runny condensation of late-night convenience store coolers and drinks that kids can't have.

[they don't quite know what they're aiming for, other than trying to present themself as a kindred spirit.]

When I was younger, I didn't have to do the responsibility part quite as much. It's a freedom that you miss pretty hard once you realize it's gone.