[Reading the words, he really should've just gone to Hawks as it is. There's little doubt in his mind that someone with the same name could be someone different and have this kind of pinpoint accuracy. It takes him a moment or two of just mulling over what's been said let alone what he wants to say in response. The sense that it makes is only in what he's been explained, and being explained is exactly what he needs sometimes to understand on a level he can deal with it. If he knows, or doesn't, Shoto isn't going to be the first one out of that gate, but he won't be an ingrate either.]
Thank you, Hawks. They are out of my reach. I've held out hope, but selfishly because I want them to be alive. It feels like a lot when I have nothing to focus on. I would like very much to be back in some of the moments plaguing me, even if I'm not altogether unhappy here.
[The question though... Also not sure how to answer that.]
I'm probably not the person that any god would listen to as a devotee. We had a shrine to my brother that my father prayed at and that we paid our respects at.
[Aside praying to whoever would listen that one, very obvious time.]
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Thank you, Hawks. They are out of my reach. I've held out hope, but selfishly because I want them to be alive. It feels like a lot when I have nothing to focus on. I would like very much to be back in some of the moments plaguing me, even if I'm not altogether unhappy here.
[The question though... Also not sure how to answer that.]
I'm probably not the person that any god would listen to as a devotee. We had a shrine to my brother that my father prayed at and that we paid our respects at.
[Aside praying to whoever would listen that one, very obvious time.]