( Here we go again. There's a single, stiff nod from Kate before she's hauled out of the cab and those thoughts once again twitch and stir, the itch to just get this over and done with loud and incessant.
She feels like a child. Perhaps that's true, in some ways, but it doesn't make it any more palatable a realisation. She can't get caught out like this again, because sucking at this means she might never get her contract fulfilled.
She doesn't want to go back to the reality she left.
So, for the remainder of this lift, Kate concentrates on that. On the things she needs to change, rather than the thoughts which seek to pull her back into memories she can't cut out of herself. )
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She feels like a child. Perhaps that's true, in some ways, but it doesn't make it any more palatable a realisation. She can't get caught out like this again, because sucking at this means she might never get her contract fulfilled.
She doesn't want to go back to the reality she left.
So, for the remainder of this lift, Kate concentrates on that. On the things she needs to change, rather than the thoughts which seek to pull her back into memories she can't cut out of herself. )